That women are used and can be observed as sexual objects in modern day society is nothing unfamiliar. I am a woman and I am aware of this, and I disagree with this image of women because I am a person not an object. Sexualization is a process in the eye of the observer, mostly men indulge in this to make touching themselves easier. Men whom do that not only lack a healthy sexual fantasy, they have no regard of the women’s physical integrity. Though now we transcend to an aspect of me which is not purely physical trait but moreso a mental trait of those (mostly) men whom sexualize this. It is my transsexuality. Now I am very much aware of sh*-m*l* porn, and fetishist crossdressers whom like to show their little hobby on diverse websites. I do not and cannot personify myself with these people whom purposely sexualize their skewed gender and sexual identity. They make themselves the object of sexual desires of others, I on the other hand do not so, I am simply myself, not showing any parts of my body in such a manner that a healthy sane man would get aroused by it. The sad thing is that this world has its large collection of insane men whom can’t make that difference when looking at someone who’s changing or has changed sex, as transsexuals do. The sexualization of transsexuals whom don’t make themselves purposely sexual objects happens entirely in the heads of these men, it’s an internal process. This can be observed within subscriber lists of vlogging transsexuals on youtube. If you check other subscriptions or simply the collection of favorites of certain subscribers you’ll see that they in majority subscribe or favor vids of crossdressers/sh*-m*l*s, but also certain transsexuals whom think it’s normal that women are sexual objects and act like it. By both subscribing to these sexual objects and plain transsexuals whom simply show themselves as a person, these subscribing men proof that they sexualize them all. It is difficult to believe that for the sane moments they would want to watch unsexualized vids of transsexuals, their line of thought that changing sex is erotic and should be rewarded with some eerie white goo, will simply not be out of function. As mentioned the sexualization happens within these men’s heads, it only needs the image of either a crossdresser/sh*-m*l* or plain transsexual. The questions is though why they don’t stick to the first two whom purposely sexualize themselves. Their sexual thoughts must be really intrusive to them that they grab everything that slightly resembles the thought they have sexualized. The problem though is that transsexuals don’t slightly resemble the idea they are the true realization of this idea, but how come? What is really behind this observable sexualization, are these men only closetted crossdressers, or do they truly have Gender Identity Disorder and simply have fetishized their own personality, being actually closeted transsexuals? Researching this is a little too obscure for me, so I’ll theorize about this.
Sexualizing your own deepest feeling of being a woman is something commonly observed and even attempted to use to set up transsexuals against eachother. These possible closeted transsexuals for one make no difference between sexualizing crossdressers and transsexuals, that would mean they themselves have unsuffiiently tried to understand themselves. They are stuck in the thought that changing sex is erotic and not something personal which they can deal with effectively with therapy and maybe in the end gender reassignment. The thing is that you can’t continue sexualizing part of your deepest being and at the same time turn it in sane reality to be yourself. Handling the sexualization of a thought might just be easier to cope with than being aware that you sexualize your own person, in which you might feel yourself harassed by yourself.
Though what about those whom simply are closeted crossdressers or chasers, these are plain fetishists whom simply ignore the integrity of transsexuals because they have probably seen everything every crossdressing sexual object or panty-fetishist has produced on the web and are left with the plain transsexuals. They use their fantasy to undress one and imagine a dick on everyone. If you ask me they could just as well watch any woman and fantasize a dick on us. For some reason they prefer ugly awefully dressed crossdressers, maybe because they really have dicks but most don’t have real breasts. Should these closeted fetishist crossdressers not ask themselves if they are not perhaps gay men whom don’t allow themselves to enjoy their true gayness? Who’ll tell, I acctually am not that interested to know.
Know this though, any subscriber on my youtube channel whom has a hint of being a sexualizing pervert won’t be accepted. I won’t let myself be sexualized for their pleasure, and I won’t be observably brought into connection with those whom purposely make sexual objects out of themselves.

So far my rant, I thought of doing this as video-log, but the thing is my written English is simply better than my spoken English