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I like looking natural, but if I’d go out all natural something would show which I much rather wouldn’t show, even better, I want to get rid of it. I haven’t got rid of it, that means I don’t go out all natural, and means I have to wear makeup. At least to look neat and add something to being perceived as female as which should be the case, I wear foundation.
Today was different though, I got up not this morning but half an hour past noon to start with, which never motivates to have an active day. Also, I didn’t have to go anywhere today, I had my groceries and I didn’t plan to see anyone. So I was content with it being an indoor day. That, until I discovered fungus between my garbage… the garbage bag had already looked full for two weeks, but these amounts of fungus were new to me and distasteful….not that I needed to eat it…it was just gross! So I really needed to throw out the garbage, which meant going outside to the garbage container of the student complex I live in. For such a little trip I didn’t want to put on foundation, too much hassle for being outside less than a minute. And I even didn’t feel like wearing the inserts for fuller breasts, so I went out all natural….all natural, for the first time in probably months. I only walked into one person, who could only glimpse at me when she walked out the door of the building and I in after I dumped my garbage in the container. And actually it didn’t bother me, I wasn’t even hurrying or so…even took out my mail. Not that this means I’ll go outdoors more often without wearing foundation, but at least doing these little chores like taking out garbage can be done in my ambiguous all natural look. Because despite still having a light shadow on my face I already do have size A breasts, and fuller hips. So until I’ve started the permanent removal of my facial hair I’ll have to live with this part of my physical ambiguity.
Most importantly though, I am rid of my fungus infested garbage bag… hahaha.





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