Yesterday at the mega-Pann in Utrecht I had my first far too obvious eyes-flirt since ages. Yes even an eyes-flirt excites me. She was cute not hot, simply really adorable with playful eyes and a joyful smile. Too bad I didn’t want to stay there on my own when my friends kinda wanted to go back to the bigger venue of the mega-Pann. So an eyes-flirt was all I got to. Honestly I think that is really promising, knowing that I hadn’t flirted in any way with any other girls in over three and a half years. I have changed a lot and found a niche in which I seem to be able to at least flirt with the eyes. This doesn’t mean I’ve overcome all the obstacles which I think that problematize flirting with other girls. Undeniably though, there are no external obstacles, they only lie within my mind. If I’ll get to the stage of succesfully flirting and end up ending my kiss-less period within this year,  although still slightly uncertain. I have work to do on myself, and so I will .